I'm so happy for you.

Once again, something great has come around for you. But,
once again, I'm stuck with nothing.

It's a pattern, it really is.

"You could feel something in the air,

you know. You could feel something in the air."



The date is December 13th for that flyer. I forgot to put the date on it.
vvvvvvv

I can hardly wait!

Difficulty.

I think Friday and Saturday night were really fun. Almost everything happened just as I expected them not to, which is clearly a wonderful thing. All except one tiny thing. Funny when I say tiny, since it wasn't tiny at all. I based my entire weekend around it, just so nothing I planned, could work out how I was hoping for. Sucks to be me, right? You bet that one.
I'm tired of waiting and waiting and checking my phone every twenty seconds to see if you replied, or debating whether or not I should make plans with you, or if I should send that one '<3' back, which would complicate a whole bunch of things.
Anyways, I'm finished blogging about you...for good. I want to say that this can't continue, but I can't. Let's just see how things go.

I've moved on anyways, to the new love of my life...starting last night. He's so adorable, just like in every girl's eyes. Too bad for that. Maddi wants you to "hook it up". HA! How amusing.

Tomorrow's almost here.

I hope you don't flake again.

Life as the "Mistake Girl"

Part one.

The day after.

How sad for me. While everyone is talking about their 16th birthday, I'm just finished turning 15. 364 more days, counting down. But, this year's birthday was wonderful.

Waking up, being sung "Happy Birthday" by my mom as she walks in my room with two presents. I had an idea about what I was getting, already because I picked out everything myself, online. Just a handful of clothes to add to my already tightly-packed closet. I was too excited that everything fit perfectly, that I forgot to check my phone! Missed calls from David, and Krista. Texts from everyone, waiting to be checked. Calls from family came when I was getting ready. Then, the day started...

The day flew by super fast. Everyone sang "Happy Birthday" to me at lunch. Even though nobody really believed that I was only turning 15.
After school, I renewed my book with Maddi, and talked to the Librarian about turtles. Then, I met David and we walked with Blake to in-n-out! (Since he missed his bus) When Blake left, so did we. Then David and I started walking to my house...the long way. On the turn right before my street, we heard honking. It was Maddi's mom. So she gave us a ride home to my house. When we got home, (Maddi and Kenzie, too!) we had a nice session of "girl talk" with David. Then we went in the bonus room to cuddle and watch Disturbia, until 6:00, when my mom got home and took David to Jonny's, and our family to Musashi. Still getting "Happy Birthday" calls and texts, I was enjoying my evening.
After, we stopped at Pavillion's for ice cream cake, and then met Krista and my house. She surprised me with the "Singing birthday card" and a delicious plate of cookies. After that, everyone came over and hung out at my house, and made a fire in the backyard. Even though the gatherings at my house aren't the most fun, it's still nice to be with everyone, just talking and hanging out.

Everything was fun, everything was perfect, including the cute card Kelsey made me. I couldn't have asked for a better birthday.